Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Getting by

So much to say but I don't have the words.

I'm still numb.  I'm staying busy too keep from thinking... maybe.  I don't know.

My husband, family, church friends, gal pals, grandkids are making it all bearable.

I'm losing things around the house. I'm forgetting stuff. I'm not motivated. I'm having to force myself not to go to bed and pull the covers up over my head.  I wonder all the time who gets to do that.... I want to but I have stuff to do. Responsibility calls.  I don't have time to get myself "through things".  Things go on and when you are all grown up, you take care of what has to be done.   I wish I could take a month and have a pity party.  Not happening. 

My grandboys and now little Skylar are a joy.  I love spending time with them.  New little girl Emory Elizabeth is on the way and that is so bitter sweet.
this is one of my last pictures of my Mom.  Love that Skylar is looking at her.  so sweet.

1 comment:

Created in His Image said...

That is such a sweet picture! Thank you for sending me a copy.